How I wish sometimes that man did not need the companionship and dependence of the people around them to function. Why is it that when there are people around you, the problems have to come along with it too?

After last nite, I feel as if I am at the lowest point of my life, I couldn't have felt any more depressed, tired and so small and useless. I feel as if I am a person with no worth, a "cannot make it" person.

All I wanted was a little privacy. I really do wish right now, just for now,  that  I can be alone, living my  own life without anyone else telling me whether I screwed it up or not, whether I made the right or wrong decision. Sometimes a person just need to cope with the worng choices alone first before wanting to asking another person for advice or help.

Most of the times, the pressure we feel, in my experience, comes not from within us but the people around us. Or maybe I am just a person who is too dependent on other people's approval of me. I feel so torn apart, that I feel I am no longer me. I feel as if my whole life my identity is only what people perceive and expect from me. I want to, right now, be alone and just take time to reflect and think about  and build up again who I am...